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Out of my shell

by Atomic Picnic Project

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    How to make a leap of faith into a life full of adventures, new exciting things, happiness and fun? Where do we begin this journey in order to liberate ourselves from our own loving shells? The answer seems easy: become happier and less upset; change your mood from bad to good; stop thinking about your sadness and start thinking about positive things; stop being withdrawn; open your heart and mind to life; stop being insecure; stop being shy; become more confident; become the one you always wanted to be!

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1.
Out of my shell (Music: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader/Lyrics: H. Treichel, 2015) 1. I close my eyes and dream about the day Free to sing and dance like a bird Coming alive and never alone What will happen, no one can tell. 2. I better go back into my shell. And wonder when I am going to break out. I’m trapped inside, I can’t understand And wonder where my wonderland lies. Dry my tears and open my eyes The shell is cracking the answer is here! I really broke my shell! And I am going to break free. I really broke my shell. And be the one I wanted to be. Solo I really broke my shell! And I am going to break free. I really broke my shell. And be the one I wanted to be. I really broke my shell! I really broke my shell! I really broke my shell! I really broke my shell! I really broke my shell!
2.
Flowerfields 03:17
Flowerfields (Music: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader/Lyrics: A. Dieck, H. Treichel, 2016) This is how I do Maybe it’s just you My mind is going hazy Drop the beat and dance with it Move your body and rock with it I never thought this would come back These thoughts of you not over Working so hard to run From the one I want to love me Who was here all the time This is how I do Maybe it’s just you My mind is going lazy Drop the beat and dance with it Move your body and rock with it I never thought you would come back searched the world all over Working so hard to find The one I want to love me Who was here all the time Drop the beat and dance with it Move your body and rock with it I never thought you would come back searched the world all over Working so hard to find The one I want to love me Who was here all the time
3.
Pluto 02:54
Instrumental
4.
City Lights 04:00
City Lights (Music, Text: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader, 2015) 1. A bright display of city lights, as far as I can see Like stars they light the sky, their flashing is for me For longing hearts to lose themselves, they tell us where to go Straight ahead into the town, I want to feel the show 2. Lights that say „forget her name “, lights promise other things A place to hide behind those lights, let’s go on raven wings It's a long road and the stars above, maybe God made this lights To paint a picture of the world, I am so grateful for this night.
5.
Golden Years 03:51
Golden Years (Music: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader/Lyrics: A. Dieck, 2015) I love all the times you held me in your arms the ones when we knew all of our dreams would come true. I see the light shining in your eyes Before you turn around There's not a single day that passes without you on my mind you on my mind Oooh, ooh I wish that you were here Oooh, ooh I wish that you were here Oooh, ooh I wish that you were here Oooh, ooh I wish... Minutes, hours, days and Years pass and your silence the wall that holds me way A full life lived with one regret I long for the times you held me in your arms The ones when the love was deep and true I see the light shining in your eyes Before you turn around There's not a single day that passes without you on my mind you on my mind
6.
Ghost in the machine (Music/Lyrics: H. Treichel 2014) 1. My eyes like fire, fragments of a dream I am machine, just made to look like any man I am the foreign body, are we all just dreams? But you and I are born to decay. 2. Love the question, not the answer, the dreaming is Hearts beating cold, are you made of stardust too? Hope glitters, sparkles, brings laughter too And you and I will rise to the bleu. Ghost in the machine Standing behind me. It was you who made me see How did you know it frightened me? You melt my heart, not turned away My ice-cold soul has come to life today 3. The times we spent together seem so far away I am the foreign body, and don’t know what to say I am machine, just made to look like any other man Reaching from memories, will do what I can. 4. All pieces fit the puzzle, all shadow-plays subside Too busy dreaming, there’s no more need to hide All those illusions break my mind I am machine, and born to be left behind Ghost in the machine Standing behind me. It was you who made me see How did you know it frightened me? You melt my heart, not turned away My ice-cold soul has come to life today Solo 5. My eyes like fire, fragments of a dream I am machine, just made to look like any other man I am the foreign body, are we all just dreams? But you and I are born to decay. 6. Love the question, not the answer, the dreaming is Hearts beating cold, are you made of stardust too? Hope glitters, sparkles, brings laughter too And you and I will rise to the bleu. Ghost in the machine Standing behind me. It was you who made me see How did you know it frightened me? You melt my heart, not turned away My ice-cold soul has come to life today Ghost in the machine Standing behind me. Ghost in the machine Standing behind me.
7.
Michigan 03:21
Michigan (Music: H. Treichel, K. Bader; Lyrics: H. Treichel 2014) 1. If you're out by the lake, and the stars seem close And they twinkle, twinkle bright, bright above the shore The pubs, the bands and so much more, the trees and all the streams The thunderstorms and sun-drenched lake, it’s my boyhood’s dream. Ref.: When night is falling on the lake Love is in the air Night birds calling, I’m awake I wish I just could stay. The home of every memory, of everything once new. A land so full of mystery, an undiscovered find Michigan, be well, fare well. Detroit, South Bend, Holland, Lakeshore. The home of every memory Of everything once new. A land so full of mystery, An undiscovered find. Dearborn, Monroe, Battle Creek Solo 2. The little towns where someone’s dad owns every shop and store; And every face you see you know you’re welcome at their door. I feel the calling of the land, an undiscovered find You disappear into the words in my grown-up mind. Michigan, be well, fare well. Detroit, South Bend, Holland, Lakeshore. When night is falling On the lake Love is in the air Night birds calling I’m awake I wish I just could stay. Dearborn, Monroe, Battle Creek
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Life Happens 04:01
Life happens (Music: H. Treichel, K. Bader, Lyrics: H. Treichel 2014) Intro : Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. Baby, oh yeah. Rock it, rock the house. Ooh, some things get out of hand, baby. Ooh, some things get out of hand, baby. Ei jei, Ooh yeah. Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. Solo Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. 1. So many times that you just smiled (Oh yeah) So many times that you’re just sad (Oh yeah) Life happens. You just kick at the shade. You’re about to feel. Interlude/Solo Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. Baby, oh yeah. Rock it, rock the house. Ooh, some things get out of hand, baby. Ooh, some things get out of hand, baby. 2. So many times you felt the pain (Oh yeah) So many times you felt the same (Oh yeah) Life happens. You’re just sick of it all. You’re about to be. Ei jei, Ooh yeah. Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready. Are you ready, are you ready? If you are ready.
9.
Sad Story 02:08
Sad Story (Music: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader/Lyrics: A. Dieck, H. Treichel, 2015) You could have it all Or you can turn away I'll be honest with you, It's hard when you feel like you never win I'm here for you If you promise to be here for me Love, I know what I'm asking And if our love is true Then this sad story can have a happy ending, too. Now I know I love you, how I long to hold you, how much you mean to me, Hard to believe you were mine Now tears are falling from my eyes I know, it’s hard to believe that you were mine. We are the stars amongst the stars! Suddenly, destiny Finally, you and me Finally, you and me A treasure I hold in my arms A life with you at my side.
10.
Tiberius 02:42
Instrumental
11.
Where are we going (Music: H. Treichel, Klaus Bader/Lyrics: A. Dieck, H. Treichel, K. Bader, 2016) I’m not gonna run to you tonight I’m just gonna make my way to the city lights Where I can lose myself in the night life Where am I going Where are you going Where are we going Where are we going I’ll run, I’ll fight, I’ll find my way I’ll search the dark Give my heart away Where am I going Where are you going Where are we going oooooohhhhhhh Instrumental break I’ll sit and learn and find my way I’ll search the night and bloom in the light of day Where am I going Where are you going Where are we going ooohhh Where are we going Instrumental break I’ll lay in way and find my way I’ll search the night give my heart away Where am I going Where are you going Where are we going ooohhh Instrumental end
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Why "Out of my shell"?

It is that outer image that I’ve patched together from all of the messages I’ve absorbed about who I “should” be, what people expect of me, what I have to be in order to be accepted and loved. And it’s a hard shell! For a long time, it served me – it protected me. Over the last couple of years, I started noticing those spaces. So that is when I started searching, going deeper, introducing myself to my self. I’ve courted that self. I’ve gotten curious, asked questions, spent time sitting silently and just listening for the feelings that can’t be put into words without losing their meaning.
Now I sit at this new boundary – struggling and trying to learn how to “be” that authentic person in interaction with this world. With one hand, I hold tight to the hand of that inner self – with the other hand, I’m grasping. I’m reaching, struggling, sometimes grabbing impatiently. And, so often, it hurts – it doesn’t work, I’m uncertain, I’m afraid, and I pull back into my shell again. I know I want to be me now, all of the time! I know I want to look in the mirror every day and see myself looking back without judgement.
How to make a leap of faith into a life full of adventures, new exciting things, happiness and fun? Where do we begin this journey in order to liberate ourselves from our own loving shells? The answer seems easy: become happier and less upset; change your mood from bad to good; stop thinking about your sadness and start thinking about positive things; stop being withdrawn; open your heart and mind to life; stop being insecure; stop being shy; become more confident; become the one you always wanted to be!

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released June 27, 2016

Klaus Bader, Amanda Dieck, Buddy Brudzinski, Richie Necker, Martin Vogel, Dave Hunt, Janet Jackson Tyler-Lummer

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Atomic Picnic Project Augsburg, Germany

The Atomic Picnic Project is a musician's dream. We tell personal and other important stories with our music. Topics range from traumatic events in human history to compassionate love songs to tributes to friendship to just plain and simple (well, not so simple) rock. Various international musicians and singers contribute to the intensity and variety of this project. ... more

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